Silently, as they pass
September 26, 2019
The students at Lewis-Palmer High School see her every day. They pass her as they enter the school. They notice her at sporting events, cheering and standing watch.
Sometimes they say “hi.” Sometimes they nod. Sometimes they pretend not to see her. They move on with their day.
They know her, sure. But how much do they really know?
They don’t know that she grew up poor, on welfare, as the second oldest of eight. That her mother sold her family’s food stamps to buy beer and cigarettes. That she ate acorns, wild carrots and radishes, because her family had no food.
They don’t know that she got married at age 17 to a friend of her brother. That when they first met, he felt bad that she didn’t have shoes, invited her to sit in the car, and put his Army jacket around her. “He was a gentleman,” she recalled.
They don’t know that she used to be a bodybuilder. That she started working out when she lived in Longmont 25 years ago. “I got very skinny and built,” she said.
Yes, the students at Lewis-Palmer know her. But how much do they really know?
They don’t know that she attempted suicide twice in her life: once when her former fiancé died of cancer, and again when she was in shambles about her marriage.
They don’t know that she was diagnosed with Stage 3 and 4 breast cancer, and that she was given one year to live. “Lord, I’m tired of being here and I’m tired of being hurt. I’m coming home,” she said.
They don’t know that just when she was ready to give up, her son spoke to her. “Mom, you pray about everything,” he said. “Why not pray about this?” And so she did, and she pulled through.
She now believes that God is the only one to give life and the only one to take life. “I asked for forgiveness,” she said. “I am alive.”
They don’t know that she has a great heart and an even greater faith. “This is why I am the way I am. I know there is a God, and I know he will always be with me.”
They don’t know that she prays for students who are struggling. She does it quietly to herself, so that she is the only one who knows. “Life is done in seasons. Spring, summer, winter, and fall. It may feel like winter now, but spring will come and flowers will bloom again.”
Yes, they know her.
She is Mrs. Janice Pieper, a campus supervisor at Lewis-Palmer High School. They know her as ‘Jan.’
And she sits at the entrance of the school, having seen Heaven and Hell alike. She loves, but says nothing of it. And she watches them, while they walk past her and nod; and she knows how they struggle.
And so she prays for them. Silently, as they pass.
Any Bruchs • Oct 17, 2019 at 4:38 pm
What a beautiful tribute. I remember Jan when all three of my children were students at LP. I never knew her other than showing my ID to gain entrance to the school, but I always felt that she cares deeply for her students. It shows in her eyes and you can feel it in her energy.
Danielle McIntire • Oct 16, 2019 at 10:16 pm
Thank you for sharing your faith and praying over our children. Thank you for your service and bravery. I praise Jesus you are here and from what it sounds like, healthy. I will now be praying for you❤
Kathy M Prior • Oct 16, 2019 at 1:41 pm
What a wonderful story of strength and love. Jan guards our students and loves them all. My daughter spent her senior year at LPHS, and Jan was one of the first staff members to help her feel welcome. My daughter would point Jan out at events, and say, “That’s Jan. Everyone loves her! She is our friend.”
Jan is a gift! Thank you Jan, for all you do for our students.
Chris • Oct 16, 2019 at 12:29 pm
Well done! Very nice to see a student with high respect for an elder and what she has been through in her life. Bravo Sir, Bravo
Laura Stamp • Oct 14, 2019 at 9:45 am
Thank you, Jacob for reminding us that everyone has a story worth knowing!
Pamela Martens • Oct 13, 2019 at 10:06 am
Well done, Jakob!
Lily Parmeter • Oct 10, 2019 at 9:43 am
Excellent article, written very well.
Jen White • Oct 10, 2019 at 1:28 am
Beautifully done!
Jackie Burhans • Oct 9, 2019 at 8:54 pm
This is beautifully written and wonderfully observed. It brought me to tears.